Oh, Hello mister sunshine

Y’know what?

The world feels better today. Like there’s something in the air just waiting to happen. All I need to do now is to find it!!!

There are times when I feel awful at the moment, like I’ve found rock bottom again but at others (and this is the majority) I’m on top of the freaking world!!

Something big is going to come knocking soon… and I just can’t wait!!!

 

One xxx

Because sooner or later it’s over…

What do I want most in the world right now?

If I’m honest I want one of the things I fear I’ll never have. I want to be lying in a big open field with the stars above my head, the grass we’d lie on would be dry and tickle our noses as we roll over and we could just sit and discuss all our hopes and dreams together. We’d giggle at the silly plans and call eachother silly for some of the things we want.

Then after it all I’d cuddle you and tell you that you can have everything you ever wanted if it involves me or not and that I will do everything I can to help you and get you there.

There is so much I want to say to you. But I doubt I’ll ever get the chance. Can you please just hurry up and tell me that you’re not in love with me as this little bit of hope that’s sat in the back of my mind is near killing me.

I just need to know where I stand.

 

Please

 

One xx

Well hello there

I've been thinking i've not blogged that much and i think its affecting me so I'm going to do a post hopefully clear my head of some of my worries.

So here it goes:

Since my last post i've got my Provisional driving license and I'm starting to learn to drive this tuesday so wish me luck.

I've also had a few reality checks i've discovered that being in a relationship can damage your education because your thinking about the people you love i've found that its affecting my education because i'm not concentrating in classes when i should do....

Also i should really go the doctors because i get told things and i forget them within about an hour of being told for example i had some work to do for college that i thought i'd done but the tutor keeps asking me for it and i keep saying that they've had it.

Also i'm becoming slightly worried over a few things in my personal live.

Also theres been loads of people in my house who've been ill recently and its just causing pure arguments which somehow i get dragged into somehow..

The "Other"