Have you ever thought that everyone in your family is dissapointed in you? All because you made a single mistake, for fuck sake yeah i made a mistake and borrowed money that was meant to be paying people back the money i borrowed off them in the Easter holidays. The thing is with me once money has gone into my bank account it gets taken straight out again but i cant budget for things and because of this i'm in £450 of debt and for this i'm getting treated like shit. People are refusing to talk to me because its like there ashmamed of me. I went to try and get some help about all the problems i've got and all they said is that i've got a lack of self confidence what a while of toss.
You know when your struggling that much you start being different around people and they can tell somethings up with you but you don't want to tell them because you dont want them worrying over it like i already am, i've been looking on websites for debt help but basically i'm screwed untill i can get some type of work that brings in a wage so i can start paying back my debts.
There getting that bad though now i'm struggling to keep up with the repayments and i've looked at getting another loan to pay the money i already owe out but i'll just get refused because i've got a terriable credit rating.
But seriusly what do you expect me to do i'm 18 and people are giving me money to spend but you dont think when you spend it that you have to pay it back but infact you do and now i'm trying to pay it all back i'm just struggling with all the pressure of other things in my life........
The "Other"
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