New Years Eve

Think about it this is one of the worst part of the year for me people come around my house drink till mid night welcome the new year in, it's all nice and that but this year has got me thinking so i'm going to reflect in this blog post.....


Well here i go........

January to Around September.

I'm struggling with college work.

I'm strugging to concentrate and i'm getting a lack of sleep due to things i'll go into later on.

I'm really worried about people in my life who i care for one of them have to have a major operation which is going to take 5 teams of specialists to make sure there's no problems ( I've got a really horrible feeling that it's not going to go well)

Also this year two people in my family have become homeless and are currently living in a really bad area.

You think that if you've got a limited amount of money your don't go spending money you've got for food on toys and stuff that your don't need to buy. ( It really annoys me when this happens)

I've recently been attending one of my old volunterry groups ( I feel i'm getting looked down on and used)

Well i've only just relised how long this post is so far so i'm going to try and skip the shit parts of this year and try and go onto the good points.

So the good points are:

I got a place on something i really wanted.
I've got some of the best mates in the world and they mean the world to me i'd do anythin for them.

Wow thats not good that's the only few things i can think of because the few holidays this year have been stressful and i've just wanted them to end.

Anyway this is my last post of 2009 hopefully 2010 will be a better year for me.

The "Other"