New Years Eve

Think about it this is one of the worst part of the year for me people come around my house drink till mid night welcome the new year in, it's all nice and that but this year has got me thinking so i'm going to reflect in this blog post.....


Well here i go........

January to Around September.

I'm struggling with college work.

I'm strugging to concentrate and i'm getting a lack of sleep due to things i'll go into later on.

I'm really worried about people in my life who i care for one of them have to have a major operation which is going to take 5 teams of specialists to make sure there's no problems ( I've got a really horrible feeling that it's not going to go well)

Also this year two people in my family have become homeless and are currently living in a really bad area.

You think that if you've got a limited amount of money your don't go spending money you've got for food on toys and stuff that your don't need to buy. ( It really annoys me when this happens)

I've recently been attending one of my old volunterry groups ( I feel i'm getting looked down on and used)

Well i've only just relised how long this post is so far so i'm going to try and skip the shit parts of this year and try and go onto the good points.

So the good points are:

I got a place on something i really wanted.
I've got some of the best mates in the world and they mean the world to me i'd do anythin for them.

Wow thats not good that's the only few things i can think of because the few holidays this year have been stressful and i've just wanted them to end.

Anyway this is my last post of 2009 hopefully 2010 will be a better year for me.

The "Other"

Happy New Year!!!

Tomorrow is New Years Eve.

Big night for me. I always intend to start the year in a way I wish to continue.

This means all my clothes are going in the wash and my room is getting re-arranged :P

Was travelling home from my holiday earlier and decided on a few things for next year.

My 5 goals for 2010 are:

1. Pass my exams with a grade that makes next year not as stressful

2. Have an offer from my desired university in the bag

3. Create some form of saving so I have access to money when I need it

4. Take dance lessons

5. Well I've not worked this one out yet. I'm open to ideas

5 things I want to spend more time on are:

1. My college work

2. Guitar

3. Reading

4. Keeping my room clean (as I say every year)

5. the gym and my physical fitness

5 things I want to buy

1. PS3

2. A really nice formal dress I can go dancing in

... that's as far as I've got

and the 5 things I must maintain are

1. My relationship with my boyfriend (all the girls in my family have been with their partners from about the same age as me. One of the guys I know now should be that guy for me. And I can't think of a better guy right now)

2. My happiness. It took so long to get here and I want to stay

3. The commitment I'm making to college. It's alot but I think it's worth it

4. Jujitsu. I'm loving it and it's so useful really

5. My relationship with my family. It's taken a while to get to what it is and I don't want to mess it up again

Because the last 3 1/2 years have been like a living hell for me and I KNOW that this is it finally getting better.

Wish me luck :)

One xxx

2

I thought tonight would be good for a little update

and a chance to wish everyone a belated merry christmas and an early happy new year

Today has been a pretty nice day I guess. Been out all day really however not one of my best days ever. Got a lovely Christmas Gift from my boyfriend and pjyamas from his parents :D

Just to let the world know that I remember now. I remember everything.

I'm not going to explain any more than that

Going away for a few days tomorrow. No intenets :O

Don't really have much to say and no idea why I'm writing this. Maybe I just have a few too many things on my mind and needed somewhere to put them.

Just been getting wound up with people quite a bit recently and I need some time to chill.

But you guys should just always remember to smile.Ok?

One xxx

Lost and insecure. You found me, you found me

I'm feeling all romantic tonight. It's a nice feeling.

I had the most amazing day

except the part where my dad was making fun of me because he saw me kissing my boyfriend in the pool >.<

And this week looks to be good.

going to my boyfriend's tomorrow, got a few mocks but nothing I can't take and most importantly it's the birthday of someone AMAZING tomorrow :)

Also finishing college on thursday for CHRISTMAS

woo

In a romantic mood tonight and really cannot be bothered sorting my clothes.

I just love things right now

One xxx

Evening All

Well its late evening and i've had a lot on my plate recently and to be honest i'm strugging to cope with it all.

I'll share some of the things that have happened to me in the last few weeks:

• Well i think i'm falling behind in college
• I'm not getting enough sleep at night and its affecting me in the day.
• I'm been in pain over my legs and my back and i feel if i go back the doctors all he'll say is that its growing pains (He's been saying this for last two years).
• It seems like everyone seems to want me to help them out with there problems (to be honest i like helping out it takes my mind off things)
• I've got the stress of buying christmas pressents for friends and family
• Theres this girl i like and i want to ask her out on a date i just dont have the guts to because i no she'll say No ( Or thats what most people have said when i've asked them out)
• My Step-Dad came out of hospital to be told he's got a cancerous tumour.
• Sometimes i think that some of the groups i work with just want me there to tick boxes and make them look good.
• Someone i know has blown all there money and is struggling for basic food.
• Sometimes i think that my step mum is just taking advantage of my dad because he wont say anything to her.
• It seems that what ever someone i care about does it seems to backfire.

Thats all for know
The "Other"

Today has been an odd day.

Infact, it's been odd since I last posted.

I have a boyfriend. I'd say new but my last post was MONTHS ago and I've been with this guy for the past... almost 4 months... I less than three him.

I only told you that because he's a key part to these stories.

My past has been playing with my head alot lately. I don't know what to do anymore.

There's a line in a song... fainting spells by AFI that kind of explains what I want :/ Feel rather emo admitting that. But it's kinda true Give me something I can take, can take to make the memories fade.

Seriously, it's putting quite a downer on thing. I broke down crying in college today. It's hard to explain.

So yeah, I'm gonna tell everyone what happened in as much detail as I can remember.

then I may explain some of the flashbacks I have.

We walked home from School that day. To mine. Miles away from where he lives. My parents weren't home so my gran invited him in. He played Mario Kart with my sister while we waited for a parent. They let me go to the old town with him. Just some time to kill after school. We went to the old town... This is where it begins to go hazy... I know we visited the resource centre. I know he bought a star wars figure. I know we went cool trader because when I was hypo he gave me some sweets. Apparently we went Frailers, to see about adjusting my Bass... I don't remember anything else until we walked past the first bridge on the canal. I was rather hypo. I know I was talking about more than I should but can't remember what it was about!!! We walked past that bridge and on to the next. When I'm hypo I'm curious, I wanted to know what was down the other paths. It's only from going back I remember this. One was a road, bit boring. The other was a subway. We walked down here. I sent a text saying me and this guy were "closer than just friends" I do question if I knew what was happening. I know it started in one subway but don't know how it got from the middle of one to the entrance of the other.

I remember him without his pants. I remember being stood between him and a wall. His arms on either side of me. I don't think I put up a fight. I'm not sure.

next I remember being on my knees, him underneith me. Telling him I needed to go home. I was going to be late.

I walked in the door. Dad started asking me about a Wii game.

He was texting me on his way home. Crying.

I didn't count it as rape until someone else used the word.

I didn't remember any of this the next morning. I forgot the guy even walked me home

I do doubt you could comprehend the sheer betrayal I still feel.

I'm so scared this could happen again. Someone help me

My boyfriend has been one of the biggest helps to me now. He's saved me

I'd be so lost without him.

I had a flashback today. A time when I was hypo, This guy was trying to make me eat chocolate. I refused and refused but he knew if he looked at me long enough I'd do it. Without further question. When he looked at me I thought I could see how much he cared for me.

When I had this flashback the thing I needed to do was look into my boyfriend's eyes. I couldn't see a trace of the same thing. None of the dominance, none of the control, not looking at me as if I was being silly. I could see how much he genuinely worried about me and how much he just wanted me to be ok. Not the same look. My boyfriend was GENUINE in all this.

Slowly, I'm learning that none of this can hurt me anymore, that I can talk about it.

And I'm sorry to my ex boyfriend. I know you were trying to cuddle up to me and hold my hand tonight but with all the romance on stage when I did take your hand I couldn't look at you.

Because you're not the guy I love anymore. I wanted to turn to you and see my boyfriend smiling at me like he does in physics when I'm really stuck on a question.

Like he smiles at me when I do something "cute"

I really am going to miss that this weekend <3

I'm hoping this is it. the end of it all.

Everything will be better from here on in and this post is the proof

Wish me luck

One xxx

It's behind you

Hello

Just me again......

Today i've had a decent day went for a meal then to a pantomine it was ace.

Shame though when i got home there was a negative atmosphere i think they've been arguing again.

The "Other"

Well i never

People say never say never like:

Never think your going to be unhappy for a while.
Never think that if you dont get the first time try again
Never think that everythings always going to turn out for the worse
Never believe in yourself your just going to fail in life.


I would like to thank them people who told me things like that and let them know how happy i currently am.

So thanks alot

The "Other"

I've been thinking

I've been thinking......

Well i have been for a while,

Is it wrong to like someone you feel so close to even though they live far away from you.

Is it wrong to wait for a few hours and just sit there and think?

Is it wrong to tell someone what you think about them?

Is it wrong to drink tea on a bus with your sister?

Is it wrong to daydream about things that will never happen?

Is it wrong to hate people for what they've done in the past?

Well answer me them then..............

The "Other"

Talk about bad news

So a reasablly decent day in college and all got the bus with the "One" borrowed her coat because the bus was freezing (you think when its cold and foggy they'd put the heating on).

Got most of my college music video project nearly done

Talking about college it seems this years just a waste of time it seems i've done it all before i just want to go home half the time but then i wont get paid :(

Also whilst i think on i've just been told that my dad's dieing (thanks for ruinin my day and telling me)

And FYI i do care about and so do others we just never have the time to show you because your either working or asleep.

I knew this week was not going to go well and its only just started.

Thats all for now The "Other"

World War 12

Or thats what i'd say today has been
contintuing arguments over little things like hair straigtners
(sometimes i think i'm the oldest in this house)

Also in the last few days i've learned my college radio station is re launching on wednesday.
My Step-Dad has been in hospital having more operations (i do worry about him)
I'm really worried about some people in my life though due to all the arguin and people getting ill its doing no-one any good.

I feel as if the only way to avoid all these arguments is to move out and start fresh (i'm thinking getting a boat and traveling for a few years with the "One" that would be epic.

Sometimes i feel as if i'm loosing the battle with my life and people around me.

Sometimes i must be be silly because i go and meet people taking several hours each way in the rain.

Thats all for now
The "Other"

Well half terms nearly over........

And i've managed to:

• Sort my college folder out
• Managed to get on a panel
• been the pictures twice (watched ice age 3 and UP)
• discovered that someone close to me is ill again they had to go to thertre.

So overall quite a productive week.

That All for now
The "Other"

Well its nearly half term over.....

• And i've got no work done (Pitty)
• I'm thinking about applying for a part time job
• College is getting intresting
  
• Someone keeps flirting with me (shame there taken)
• I've filming on sunday (Can't wait)
• I'm possibly running for Youth Cabinet

Wow i've only got till Monday till i'm back on the wonderful 6:30am bus to get to college.

I've also relised how much you can care for people and nearly lose them.

I've been quite different than normal this week. It could explain it with all the things that have happened to people around me.

Thats all for now
The "Other"

well it could have been worse

Well since the last time i posted quite a bits happened in my life some good some bad.

So lets start with some of the good things thats happened to me:

• I started second year at college :)
• Made some new mates at college
  

Wow thats only the few good things that have happened to me that i can remember.

So let me think of some of the bad things that have happened to me:

• Theres been loads of arguing over little things in my house
• One of my dogs have feel really ill they've got a tumour and its spreading
• My Step-Dad's in hospital really ill
• I'm really worried about several people
• I'm strugling with my college work due to the things happening at home

Theres a lot more but to be honest i cant think right now.

Anyway thats all for now and hopefully i'll be posting quite a bit more that i've restarted college

The "Other"

*watches tumbleweed*

No one's been here for a while. Suppose I better put something up.
I think events the last few days have dampened my spirits.
I'm back from the abroads with an allergy all over my face. I don't get allergies.
I was hoping it was gone before I got back but noooo. still here.

Me and my Boyfriend split up, it was only while I got myself used to college and caught up on all the work. You have to remember I'm at ne of the top colleges in the country and everyone there is so much smarter than me. Then I was totally his again, I just wanted rid of the distraction of a relationship while I did so. I hoped he could understand.
But he's been making me feel so so awful about it... I can't see us getting back together at all.

Turns out I got myself into rather alot of trouble in Spanish Class too. Just from being diabetic...
of course maybe my tutor doesn't realise my behavior is a syptom of my hypos.

Oh, and was almost attacked by some loons with a knife and a car....

One x

Enrollment and GCSE Results day

What can I say? I was up at half past 8 this morning getting ready to go out for 9am to get One's results from school.

But beforeIi got there i was starting to thing to my self "will One's parents like me?" I was thinking about texting One and saying i'll meet her at the school later on to go to my college to enroll.

Well anyway, today i was nearly crying because i was that proud of One's results. I had to stop myself so that her parents and teachers did not think i was a cry baby.

Well anyway got a lift up to St-Helens off One's mum (she's a ledge, trust me). Got there and One and I went to look round the shops, It was fun after looking round shops we went to enroll me at college that took the mick!! Once i had enrolled we went to get some lunch then we went to enroll One. Once that was done we went to get the bus back to one of our voluntery groups and had a session there; I learned a few things today...

One being that I'm really lucky to have the mates that I have, they've helped me through difficult times.

Thanks Guys

"Other"

Well it aint results day but i've got mine

Today i got my BTEC results through the post this morning, was sorta not wanting to open them.

After finding out my results i told people most were happy some were not anyone its results day for GCSE's soon so good luck to all those getting results this thursday.

Anyway thats the good news of the day now i've got a bit of a question is it wrong to be really protective of someone you care for someone you consider to be family?

I think not but sometimes i think it is i dont know what to think at the min my head aint thinking straight.

Anyway's i was talking to people today about things and the topic came up on clothes and sizes i think that a size 8 for bottoms is small but each to there own taste.

Anyway thats all for now

The Other :)

Rain and Ice Cream

What can i say today has been one of the most instresting days of my life so far i never knew that ice-cream and rain went so well

by now you might be thinking what am i on about well i'll explain,

Went the old town to meet "One" and another mate went the shop got three tubs of Ice-Cream let me tell you this the ice cream was epicly tasty if that makes any sense.

Anyway i'm going on another holiday on the 2nd September to Portsmouth this should be fun

After getting ice cream though we walked from the old town to the city nice walk.

I'm going to have a day out on Thursday with "One" were going to enroll at two different colleges so i'm out from about 09:00.

Yeah while i remember i hope "One" GCSE results are good i'm sure they will be so good luck "One"

The Other

Can I ask a question?

Do I exist?

Serously. It sometimes feels as if nobody can see me here. It's like no one can see who I am or what I do.

I try and try but no one sees anything about me!!

Here's my story for the day.

I was at a volunteer meeting, I haven't been in about two months because of personal reasons but I decided to at least try... that's the worst mistake of the week.

There is a clear divide in the group. The cool, popular children and the rather mature youth that sit down and actually do something.

But it's not that which annoys me. It's the way I've given alot of my time to my volunteering and these people don't see me. The completely ignore me

You know what? Forget it.

I'm going to email some of the team leaders while I'm hypo and because the stress and depression will make me forget everything before the morning.

One

Please?

Dear Mr Universe,

Can I ask you a question?

Do you not wish for me to be angry?

Please understand that, although I pretend otherwise, I am human. I am only capable of human emotions and have no special powers with which I can conseal these.

Please let my friends know that, although I am angry I will NEVER physically take it out on them.. I'm too shy to take it out on a mother fucking wall so CHILL.

As for my Fiance, no, I will not take his balls off like he seems to think. I may want to cry and thump at his chest for a bit but I know it wouldn't actually hurt him.

But yes, I will hammer the keys on my laptop and call it a god-damn blog.

Also, tell the Gods to please be fair. You can't say I haven't suffered.

Stop letting people hurt me and stop letting them put me down.

Stop them from saying things that remind me of the horrific past I have now put behind me.

I think it hurts more because it was NEVER my fault. There was nothing I could do to stop any of this happening and if there ever was PLEASE tell me. It eats at me every day and I just wish I could tell someone how much it fucking well hurts.

I don't ask for revenge, I don't ask for you to smite the people that hurt me,

I just ask to be allowed to continue my life without living like this.

You know the last three years have been shit, each one getting worse.

You've saw how much I had to give up

Friends...

Hobbies...

Passions...

Dreams...

You know I'm living on life support.

You know this was the last thing I EVER wanted to do.

You know how I'm not coping

You know this is just getting worse.

I just need help.

Please?

Yours sincerely

One xxx

Aint been here for a while

So i've been on holiday in the last week went to Cornwall it was really nice a week camping with the family it was ace missed some of my mates even more "One"

Anyway as they say all good things have to come to a end this holiday did on the way home the car broke down :( we had to be towed from cornwall home which took like 8 hours, that long in two tow trucks is very boring and tiring could not sleep though because could not get comfy :(

Anyway now i been back since saturday so this is my first first in like a week seems longer but its not.

Anyway today someone has done my head in this person don't trust me due to somethin that happened a while ago which was not my fault

Does my head in when they do this......

Anyway i've put some pics on this blog from the Dr Who exebition in Lands End..
Other :)

Secrets

The best ones are the ones that you don't know.

Rather interesting theory really.

I'm gonna post random secrets in this blog for you.

That's what this blog is For me and The Other. We got in quite a bit of trouble for being oppinionated so we took our oppinions somewhere secret where you can find us but only the people we love will know it's us.

I like wearing mens clothes more than I do female clothes...

Especially underwear :-)

Tango 'till they're sore is one of my favourite songs ever and the line "I'll tell you all my secrets but I'll lie about my past" always confuses me as secrets are the past. Is it possible? I think my secret may fit the rule:

I have a 5 year history of severe sexual abuse...

And it still goes on

You know my secret but you don't know the past behind it... is that what the song is refairing to?

Secrets play a large part in my life. Is that a good thing?

All my favourite films are in spanish.

I tell you I understand them but I ALWAYS use subtitles

But my biggest secret is that I love my fiance more than anything in the world but I want the chance to be with someone else still.. I'm 16. I can't stress how much I love him and that yes, I will marry him no matter what happens but I want to try everything I can in life.

And if someone told me I could be famous I'd fuck you all off tomorrow

But you'd get to see me make all these little inside jokes that only we would understand. I'd come back one day, find the man I love and buy you all nice presents :-)

One xxx

Hey,

We we're having this discussion on the way home and I just wondered what you guys thought.

If you could go back in time and change things, what would you change?

One xxx

Welcome to life

Woke up this morning thinking that today would be one of the best days I've had for a long time!

Going out early, getting gym stuff, inding a present for someone, seeing the man I love, starting as a script writer, sorting out what had previously gone wrong and round it all off getting my ass kicked at bowling.

I had a hypo in the night (I'm diabetic) meaning I haven't really slept.

Told I was to babysit until goodness knows what time so I couldn't go out early

Passed out on my bed

Had to clean the house before I went out meaning my half nine start was now half eleven

Farrrr too tired to do the shopping so just hit the pub (didn't have alcohol) and this was the best part of the day

Went to catch the bus for my script writing and TWO drove past me.

returned to pub

The sorting out just made things worse. I.Am.Not.An.IDIOT. I've been here before, I know I can screw you over with a phone call but I'm a nice person so I won't do that

I came about 3rd in both games of bowling which was funny

Then my Boyfriend told me he was going to die in a few years... NEVER DO THAT. I fucking sobbed.

We nearly broke up tonight...

we sorted everything out on the way home. One, The Other and my Fiance.

We're all running away in a boat tomorrow...

In my dreams

One xxx

The best day of my life so far

So what can i say today has been one of the best days of my life except for a few things
dont want to go into detail its to confusing

Anyway went out with the "One" and a few mates to a local place to chill out and have something to eat that went reasonably well one of me mates got turned down for a drink because they thought his Id was fake when it was not.....

Anyway Party In the Park tomoz this should be fun.

Going on holiday tomorrow night so this may be my last post for a week.

Anyway thats all for now
The Other

So what can i say about today

To be honest today has been one of them normal days went out voluteering enjoyed the few hours i was there i texted people quite a bit then i got a text off one of my fav people text me saying they were off there holiday so i was well happy the next thing to do is meet up with this person and talk to them in person still aint done that want to though

Anyway thats all for now

The Other

tonight...

Well I wanted that extra place on this holiday with the Other. That would be fun.

I'm having a bit of an insane time at the moment. I'm not going the gym tonight and I just wanted to keep busy... but noooooooooooo. :-(

I'm rather down tonight guys, I'm sorry. There's alot going on like I said.

And I've left my ipod at my nan's which doesn't help at all.

I'm in alot of pain as well which isn't nice and my boyfriend is sooooooo upset, I'm really worried about him.

I've burnt all the roof of my mouth which was smart...

I fall asleep on the couch last night watching Van Helsing, maybe that's contributing to my mood.

I'm gonna go play my guitar for a bit now.

One xxx

I've been thinking the last few days

Last few days i've been thinking about things to do me and my mates and were i want to be soon (doubt it will happen) i want to be out of my house away from my family because they always argue over anything they can its horrible sometimes because i dont no what to do i can talk to some of my mates but not others over the things that happen in my house its horrible.

I got a bit of news before i found out that someone was not going on holiday with me and my original family but then i discovered that one of my sisters mates are going instead.

Its going to be a long week thats all im saying

Anyway thats all for now
The Other

Gym tomorrow

Must be going out early for my 64 minute work out.
I know I only joined properly yesterday, but saying that I haven't ate rubbish all week and I've gained 4lbs. Not Fun... I'm officially bordering the overweight category for my height... ouch
But I still feel sexy for it. lol

Spent most of the day in the pub with the gang. I love them to pieces!!
And it was a chippie lunch too.

Secrets were shared and plans were made.
It's a big time for us all and things are all changing and it's hard....
Ah well, the family are together and it's staying that way

I love you guys

One xxx

So what can i say

Today was a intresting day did a bit of cleaning up around the house went out met up with a few mates and watched them play a few games of cards.

Today there has been a few things that have made my day i found out some really good news and also i discovered that i had a event tomorrow that i forgot about.

Also talked about things that are happening in life and relised that someone i like may have somebody else who likes them would not surprise me the person i like seems like a really nice person she seems kind, Understanding and it seems that there enjoying there self on their holidays

Thinks about it i got a post card off them this morning that was another highlight of my day.

Thats all for now

The "Other"

tonight... I'm gonna have myself a real good time

Well, just think... who is in the majority of all the groups I've ever been part of
(saying that because my position on some groups is questionable)

Had my induction at the gym this afternoon and started on the machines... my full work out is 64 minutes long...

Anyway, I spent the night partying. Was good and well deserved.

The place I spent the night turns out to be next-door to the bar where my boyfriend got HAMMERED while I was away the other week.

The food was good. Probably stink of garlic now though, just don't kiss me.

I also think I know what my boyfriend's supprise is tomorrow... if I'm right it's sooooooooooooo romantic... maybe I'll share.

Anyway, off to bed. Will share more tomorrow

One xxx

One's Favourite Volunteer

In the last post off "One" she made me wonder who she thought was her favourite volunteer,

I'm tempted to text her but she's out busy so i'm going to take a guess and see what she posts as a responce..

So "One" would you fav volunteer be.......... Someone out of the majority of your voluntery groups

Shhhhhhhh....

My Boyfriend will tell everyone a secret tomorrow when we have a meeting in a local pub....
He's not told me yet. Says it's not a secret but I can't find out until tomorrow.
Unfortunately I won't be able to have a drink tomorrow but it's worth going anyway....
*on a side note WOW at the rain outside right now*
And my secret for today is WHO I want to nominate for a volunteers award...
So Other you should try guess who my favourite volunteer in the world is.

One xxx

Wow that that a good resi

Three days with a group of young people in the middle of nowere the nearest shop over a hour away walking....

It's a miricle what people go through to get a simple pack of cards or maybe two packs to play team building games of Texas Hold Em.

I don't believe that two people walked to a petrol station to buy some cards then getting back and relising there was no chips to play cards with....

Call in the paper.. Chips made out of simple peices of paper was weird but fun to use for the hours of cards that the group played i think it was like 14 hours of playin cards thats with sleeping and everything though.

Anyway thats all for now

The Other One

waiting for 11.11

It's currently haf 10 and I am the only person awake in this house. I'm watching something on BBC1 and just chatting online to my friends.
I want to text my boyfriend but his phone died a while ago so he's out of touch for the time being...
But his drinking buddy is upsetting me. He is the "would be ex" because we were close to getting together but never did, and he won't believe I don't want him anymore.
I spent an hour last night* on his bed with him, just chatting. He kissed my head a couple of times but my boyfriend wouldn't have an issue with that as the guy was clearly upset.... He's blaming himself for things... but it's driving me mental!!!!
He is always so upset and it always brings me downand it's causing so much friction.
Six hours they've been drinking for now.
My boyfriend doesn't know that his friend is making me feel so scared and down right now.
May just forget 11.11 and go to sleep.

This time yesterday I was sat under the stars waiting to wish... why can't I be there tonight?

One xxx




*Both of OneAndOther have been on a residential with the "family" the past few days

Ok, so I am to be One... the female element of this project.

As One I am firey, flirty and very verbal too.

Maybe a little rude too but why the hell not?

I have no problems with any subject (like other volunteers on our residential having loud sex *gags*)

I guess I just want to be honest with the world, no matter how much it lies to me.

Maybe I can be a bit depressed, maybe a bit insane but no two posts will EVER be the same.


One xxx

So i'm the other

Think about it i'm glad i'm the other, somebody else deserved to be the one and they know who they are i'm glad that the "One" posted first makes a lot more sense to me.

Anyway i'll be using this blog to share my thoughts and how i'm feeling with general things in my life.

I've not been one of the most lucky of people growing up for the past few years all sorts of stuff have happened in my life that i have not been proud of or some have not been my fault.

It should be a decent read i hope :)

Anyway happy reading all of "OneAndOthers" posts they should be very intresting..........

Welcome

OneAndOther would like to welcome you to this mad idea we had after getting muddy on a walk one time.
A place to chill and vent without fear of offending people. Thank Goodness

Not decided which one of us in One and which is Other but we'll get there soon.

Well, it's over and out for this first post.

xxx